Friday, May 23, 2008

I Hate This Tag Game

I wasn't going to do this, but since I haven't updated my blog in forever, it's going to happen.

3 Joys:

-Music: I love singing, making, playing, and listening to music.  It has such a power.  Sometimes that's the only outlet I feel I have, it's the only thing that truly understands me.  (how ultra cheesy is that?).  I love sitting in my car listening to a good, emotionally driven tune (prolly a John Mayer one) and just feeling.  Or finding how I really feel by writing a song.

-Athletics:  Cliche.  I know.  But I love sports.  They bring such enjoyment in my life to play and to follow.  I listen to Sports Talk Radio all the time.  I love me some Co-ed softball,  (Why are Co-gendered sports called Co-ed?  Anyone?) Ok, I love to play anything.  

-People:  I love being around people-  Understanding them.  Yeah, sometimes I seem bitter towards the world, I get that.  But people fascinate me.  I love analyzing why people act the way they do.  I love reading peoples Non-Verbals.  Good times.

3 Fears

-Not finding love.  I have this fairy tale idea of what love is and have felt that way about people but it needs to be mutual.

-Having a Career that I despise.  I want to have money, but I want to be happy.  Let's hope I can find something that pays well and I love...

-Never becoming what I know I can be.  I (and yes I am going to toot my own horn) have all the potential in the world.  But I don't do anything with it.  I am pretty good at a lot of things, but not really good at anything.  I need to develop my talents not just show off what god gave me naturally.

3 Goals: 

-Go get Vocal Training 

-Record an Album (or 2 or 3 or... however many)

-Be Happier.  It's all about perspective.


3 current obsessions/collections

-John Mayer:  My Man-crush is pretty consistently playing on my iPod.

-Sleeping In/Staying up late: I need to get over that one soon

-Being Real:  I am always obsessing over making sure I am always honest and that people see me as a real person.  Nothing fake here.  What you see is what you get.


3 random/suprising facts about ME:

-Sometimes I absolutely hate that people care what I think.  I want people to listen to my opinion but don't let my opinion sway who you are.  I am NOT that important.  I love stating my opinion but also don't mind if anyone disagrees with me.  Please do.

-I care about people and want them to be happy. I am so cynical sometimes I think people think I am just a bitter angry person and want others to be unhappy because I am..  Truth is I just say what you all are thinking.  I'm not scurred.  I truly do want people to be happy.

-I love steamed broccoli.  I hate eating healthy, but I love broccoli. 


I am not tagging anybody because I don't wanna.